Life..!

Yeah, another boring story of someone's life. Mine...!!!

Ever since I sold off my costume business, I've been "lost". Don't know what to do, restless, hanging on the computer only, planning how not to get so like today..........................., etc.

Reading news & blogs & getting depresse with what's happening in Malaysia.......
Must plan to leave this country lah...!!! Cannot tahan.

This is gonna be the most shortest boring blog for today.

The end...!!

Just plain "crazy"....!!!

This morning's new was just sooo..... heart breaking.

A 5 year old boy abused by his mother.....! Started the abuse when he was about almost 3 years old. Body fully covered with scars & on top of that, new scars...!
Mother is a piano teacher.
Relatives saw the scars, suspected something yet did NOT make a report or do something about it............!!!!

Are these people "STUPID" or what.............????
You see marks or scars on a child which is "NOT" suppose to be there at all, you & we really, really have to do something .........!!!

His teeth were even "knocked" off & bruises on the lips...! There were injuries on his head too.......! See 'The Star' paper front page.

Now I feel like "shit"....! (Sorry. Very upset & angry)

Only 5 years old. Only filled up half of our pair of hands....!!!
What & how has he been feeling going thru all those years of abuse......, God only knows.....!!!!!

I think these so-called relatives ought to "shot" lah.................!!!
Haiyeeerrrrrrrrrr...........................! So angry, angry, angry...................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And here I love my children & my grandson to "bits & pieces" & think of them every single day.
Though my 'son' has left me, I still think of those 3 and half years we were together. The good, the bad times...... I still "cherish" it.

Yes..! We scold & spank them. (Hardly...!)
But you don't go "knocking" them around till like that poor boy............!!!!!!!!

I think the mother also has a "mental" problem. NO mother or father will "abuse" their own child unless there's "something wrong" with their heads.................

Yeah....! The mother need "assesment"....!
But to raise you "heavy" hands & abuse the child to "glory" is "NOT" an excuse.

Yup...! "NOT an excuse..............!!!"

OK...! She's a piano teacher. To be a teacher you must have paticence coz you are "dealing" with humans that comes with all....... sorts of attitude...........!!!
How is it that she can't tolerate her own child...???

Sighhhh...........................!
My heart goes out to that boy.........................

Maybe there are other children still being abuse which we don't know about......!
The law on "Child Abusers" are very light.

It must be changed............!!!! Too long already..............

Still trying...!

Not babies...!
Enough lah......! Already 47yrs old. The children I now have, I hold on to them....!!!

Have not uploaded any pix.
Still trying..........................!!! Still learning a lot of things too...!

Still trying........ to fix this computer. A lot of places I can't surf..........!

Hmmm..........................................!

What a Shame...!

Saw the Perak assembly tug-of-war on Bernama...!
Is this how our politicians behave...??????????

Both sides are in the wrong.....! Very wrong...
And the world is also watching too !!! Sooo............ malu lah..!!!!!

And..................... is only happening in Perak ! Wearing black is not wrong, you know !
Wearing any colour but with the same msg doesn't change it.....!!!

We, Malaysians never, never ever had it "bad" till recently...

What a shame lah...............!!!!!!!!

I wonder what's gonna happen next...!!! Actually I am very fed-up of Malaysia politics with the way things are going.
Going to the longkang......! That is...!!!!!!!!!!!

Missing you.......!!!

05th May 2009...........

My son, Avind Kumar would have been 14yrs of age. But....., he had decided to leave me on 6th Oct. 1998 at 3yrs 6mths old.
Had not even started enjoying what life is all about..!
I, myself had not had enough of him yet & I do miss him soooo.............. much. Each night before bed time he always tells me "I love you, mommy...!"

You see...! That's why I don't want to blog about my son. Sooo..................... difficult to keep my emotions. But my eldest daughter, Bee said I should blog..!
Keeping it all these years & now I blog about my son gives me some sense of relieve.
Some only...............!!!

Will try to continue tomorrow.........................

Why...?

I am always like..., "Sure, okay..!" "Take lah, whatever you want..!" "Yes, darling..!" & etc..........

My daughters...., love them to bits !
My eldest Debbie, is comming to 28yrs this July 17th '09.
Second Jennifer, will be 27yrs, third Diana, will be 26yrs.

My son, Avind would have been 14yrs tomorrow 5th May 2009...! But he's decided to go to "Heaven" on 8th Oct 1998....!
Sigh............................................................................................!

My little girl, Lisha will be 10yrs on 19th Dec '09...!

I am very, very blessed...!!!
I have a grandson too. Turned 1yr old this 1st April '09....!

Damian is his name....!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh...! Not forgetting my son-in-laws...!!!
Most important..., they treat my daughters right...!

Will blog more later...!